Miserable Life

Damn life's a bitch at times. Devastated, no one wants me. If have, they would just walked away like that. Oh God, if I'm not meant to be with anyone, I'll accept it, but at least let someone walk into my life with full surprises and show some love to me. I'm just sad that everytime someone walks in, he'll go that easily. What's wrong with me? What's not right in me? God, what else will you take away from me? I'll pray for the best for everything that comes to me. I'll always love you for whatever happens God but at least allow me to taste happiness. Maybe theres something good behind all these. I don't know, but I'll leave it all up to You God. However, I want a little freewill for my life. Allow me for that. Amin.