Oh God, why do I always feel that I won't live long? Each day, I will always feel that something's bad is gonna happen and You'll take my life just like that. Every night, I'll never fail to think that what if I won't be able to wake up the next morning. Oh God, if You wanna take my life away, let me 'clear' my sins to the people that I've offended and especially You. Hope You'll allow me to live longer. I fear of Your punishment and everything You could do to me. Why do I feel that way everyday? Is it true that I'm not gonna live longer? And why every night I'm gasping for air? Its hard for me to breathe. Oh God, I'm not ready to face You. Please listen to me God, listen to every prayer I recite. I truly am not ready to face You as I'm too afraid of Your punishments. I guess I don't have to repeat that. I know You're listening. Please allow me to live longer. I'll learn to appreciate everyday of my life and not forgetting You. I can't promise but I'll try. Amin.
